Give me the beat, boys... | marikosttherese's Blog

I want to do "the search", but am not quite ready. You see, I'm terrified. Of what, I don't know. Afriad I will find something I don't like? Hardly. I'm old enough to have learned how to deal with devastation. Afraid I will find nothing? Couldn't be worse that knowing nothing because I haven't tried. Afraid I will find that I can't afford it, or that language barriers become obstacles? Nah.. doubt it. I'm a strong believer in where there's a will, there's a way. Afraid it will crush my parents? Certainly not. They don't have to know, they don't have to understand, but I'm sure that they'll be as supportive as they know how.

I can't logically think of a reason why not to begin. Still, I wish I could know what's holding me back so that I could overcome it. I have no idea where to start...

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